Who will reign in me—God or self? After I rise from morning prayer each day, the battle begins. Whenever I allow self to win a battle, it gains strength, and the next battle is harder. Before I know it, I am in the midst of a war. When I look back over the conflict I see all the casualties of this spiritual warfare and find myself echoing Paul, “That which I do, I do not want to do, and that which I want to do, I do not do” (Rom. 7:19). This type of self-filled experience leaves me drained and my mind shell shocked with disgust for my own wretchedness.

However, when I let God reign, I experience the fulfillment of His promise to “do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think” (Eph. 3:20). The day is filled with joy when I walk with the Lord, for as he promises, “My yoke is easy and My burden is light” (Matt. 11:30). There is thanksgiving in my heart, praise on my lips and unceasing sweet communion with the Lord. All because I let God lead.

So why do I ever allow self to reign? It is the most illogical, impractical, damaging thing I can do, and yet I struggle with it daily. Thankfully my Savior woos me with His encouraging words, accepts me as I am right now, and is long-suffering as He teaches me how to live victoriously through Him. Praise the Lord for His extraordinary love!

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